Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Montana

I will be going to live with Jacob and Rebekah's probably in the middle of January or at the end. I know that my work or part of my work is in Alaska. I feel the call to sort of preach. I do not feel that it is God's will for me to be a preacher of a local church but I guess to be an evangelist. Hopefully I will be able to get studied up on my pilot license. I am excited to be moving to my Sister and Brother-in-law. I should probably go now. I'll write later.

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Psalms 60:11-12

11 Give us help from trouble:
for vain is the help of man.
12 Through God we shall do
valiantly: for He it is that shall
tread down our enemies.

Psalms 60:11-12


Thursday, December 11, 2008

What is the other choice?

The other choice is death in sin. For some reason I allowed my eyes to be blind. To be blind to a loving and just God. The two choices are very important. Either to be in hell for an eternity or be with a God who loves us for an eternity. A eternity. With God forever.

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

To tell you the truth.

I will probably not post again on this blog. I am definetly not God's worker for a while and probably never again. I believe He is real though. I might post on a different blog.

To tell yiu the truth

Unless something happens nothing will grow in the Church here in Bethel. I am tired of repeat after repeat. I was getting tired of being a Christian for so long. I am now tired of being a so called *Christian*. I am tired of this tangled mess of things that happen in my life. I wish I never was a Church of God member.

Monday, December 8, 2008

New Post

I am getting kind of stressed out with school. I got behind a lot with school when I worked three hours every week day at Subway. I now only work on Monday and Friday from eleven in the morning until two in the afternoon. Without Jesus life is almost unbearable. It is dark. A very organized force. Satan knows what he is doing. In ways it may seem crazy in the ways he works but every single one of them strings into one main goal. There may be only a few or only one way to get almost rid of Christianity or at least make it really small. Torture does not work. Although since Christians have not been tortured in the U.S.A *YET* a lot of Christians will join the other side of fear of the torture. But the big way would probably to let *Christians* get very comfortable in the world (which Jesus told us that we are in the world but not of it) and make them have freedom's. ONE WAY TO KEEP CHRISTIANITY TO THRIVE IS PERSECUTION !!! The devil tried to use that stragedy (sp?)and still is but it is not working hardly at all. When the devil tries to get rid of Christianity through persecution it is like trying to put out a fire with gasoline! (my history teacher said that and I believe it) This is hard to explain. A way to let Christianity to slow down is too let Christians have their WAY. Make every thing feel nice. (freedom, life, and Christianity). Many so called *Christians* are blind.